Life, at this time, is a drudge

This world is in chaos and to be living now, without knowledge, would be a drudge. There are so many things to attend to and see to. If I didn't have you I don't know what I'd do. Seriously Shiv, I would not.

You are my peace of mind, my silent sanctuary, my port in a storm. I don't know how others manage. I really don't. Life without you would be impossible for me. They are new souls and so can manage for now. We spiral downwards to the end but most are blissfully unaware. That's a good thing for them. If they knew and yet didn't have you. That's not worth thinking about!