Sweetest Shiv

Sweetest Shiv.

You've taught me how to lve and shown me how to behave. Life is easy as a result. What can possi5cause me unhappiness other than pain through this body?

Living is easy with eyes open. Knowing exactly what is going on makes life a breeze. Now I know who I am, my specialties then there is no reason to feel down or fed up. 

This old world is dying. It is in its death throes and wont last much longer. It's interesting watching it happen and being unaffected. Slowly. Like a louse. The end is nigh but so also is the beginning. 

Dear Shiv प्रिय शिव

Dear Shiv

I don't  feel like an ordinary human being I feel like a deity. That's good isn't it. I've felt different for a long time now. Who have thought such a thing was possible? Not I. This is what is to be expected from this study isn't it?

Once worthy of worship and then a worshipper and now coming back to being worthy of worship again. All thanks to you of course. Completely,  absolutely impossible without your love, support,  gyan and guidance. Thank you so much.

Good evening

Good evening Shiv. It's very hot. I'm trying to think of you but.decided to write instead. No point in my asking how you are, is there?

A lovely breeze is blowing through the window.  It's so hot in the murli room. I had to leave. I was feeling a bit fidgety.  Should have been able to go beyond I suppose  but took the easier route and came out into the kitchen.

Marcelo's here from Columbia. He leaves on Monday.  

Good morning

I am yours. Whatever you want from me I will give. You've given me paradise on the palm of my hand. Made the impossible, possible. So of course I am yours.

I am your servant and you are mine. I stand to gain so much more but this is not why I act this way. This is my desire, my joy, my meaning of life. The.reward is so great. Such a time of peace is about to come.

We are the same

We are the same, you and I. You've convinced me of this. This is your love. You have unbreakable, unconditional love for all souls. I must be the same. I am your child as well as your lover. Birds of a feather flock together. 

There is no excuse for me and I do not want one. You are my example.  I will follow you. Love for all. Mercy, compassion but also guidance, teachings. You are the ocean of knowledge.  You know everything and now, so do I. You taught me well. I am your prodigy. I am strong, powerful and my duty is to serve the world at every step.

I am a light being

I am a light being, a spirit and I am immortal. These thoughts give me so much comfort. How could I live without knowing.  I could not.

You know how, life before you,  pained me and caused me much distress. So much pain and sorrow. I couldn't bear it. It made me cry and feel so unhappy.

Not any more. Not since I discovered the truth. Now life is a breeze for me. This painful body is my greatest asset, my best friend. It will make me strong. It is the return of my actions and stands between me and absolute bliss. It will keep me on my toes, that's for sure.

Life, at this time, is a drudge

This world is in chaos and to be living now, without knowledge, would be a drudge. There are so many things to attend to and see to. If I didn't have you I don't know what I'd do. Seriously Shiv, I would not.

You are my peace of mind, my silent sanctuary, my port in a storm. I don't know how others manage. I really don't. Life without you would be impossible for me. They are new souls and so can manage for now. We spiral downwards to the end but most are blissfully unaware. That's a good thing for them. If they knew and yet didn't have you. That's not worth thinking about!